ryn: english.. you reap what you sow

now i know that english is very important to me as our breath does! studying english is not easy as i thought. learning it needs us to makes some sacrifices. ok let's back to the past. when i was in primary school, i am not focussing enough about english. for me, study about it not really important than science and math. becausse of i did not taked english as my first so the mark that i got also not in the first place. however, this situations doesn't made me sad or felt want to kill myself. when i stepped in secondary schools which means, my responsibilty as student is more big than before. as i knew that english is important so i started study hard for it. then, i found out that learning english is fun and enjoy. alhamdullillah with my efforts, i got good grade for SPM even though i didn't got A.
it was in different ways when i am learning english in U. it likes an electrican shock to me. but thanks cz now i know how important it is. nowdays, english can acknowledge as our second languange in Malaysia. the employers that want to hired someone he/she must know how to communicate in english. are our languange which is Malay are not strong enough till we want to be like english men?? i have no idea about that....
so to be a successfull graduate, i must study really hard to achieve it, with the insistence of life, i don't have the choices!!... because there are saying that "you reap what you sow" . means you have to deal with the bad effects of somethings that you originally started. learning english needs me to do a lot of sacrifications especially TIME..and importance to have is PATIENCE.. in my whole life as a student, i never got an excellent mark just a good mark which is mean past!! so how i can survive with the world and peoples around it?? ;( just now, i must study hard to accomplish my targe as i don't want to repeat this paper and i don't want to be a loser.. good luck to me..