fai-"you reap what you sow"

English…sometime I think it really difficult for me to learn as I’m Malay people. When I’m in secondary school, I never though that English is important. I don’t know what I was learning for English in my school. I know that I really week in grammar but I don’t know how to learn it and be better than before. Sometime when I try to speak in English my friend told that I try to show to them that I’m better than them. Sometime they said that there’s no use for me to speak in English because my English is rubbish. But when I’m study in university, my perspective towards English is changes. We are exposed for how important English is it. I tried to be better like some of my classmate. I speak in English every time and even messaging in English until my friend feels strange. As a class rap, I need to keep in touch with my lecturer. I brave myself to message with them in English even though I know that my English is rubbish and they might laugh at me. But I’ve no choices. I think I should accept for that until I become a GELL. Sometime we need to be crazy to be the best. I still remembered the word. This is what the bad effect that I’ve to face as what they told “you reap what you sow”