ryn- lost and found...

actually, i was in here about 2 months or 3, but until now, i don't even go to ipoh yet!! poor of me rite?? i just out for bandar U and rahmath shop... hehe so, 3 days we break and my friends and i planning to shopping in ipoh. we can't wait 4 tomorrow( i think) . yaah, never go to ipoh and i guess what ipoh looks like............???

the day

to get out frm UiTM, 1st we must face with the guard. because at that day, all of us must 'register' our planning and the guard will said 'come back b4 6!!' so, we take a very long foots to walk to save our time. yaah if not we will failed oo....... after take a bus, my friend and i feel so sleepy and we don't talk too much until she said to me that she had a stomach ache!! oh shit!! it was terrible babe... how can i get a toilet 4 her in the bus?? public bus!! i just tell her to not take out all 'the stuff' b4 we arrived. so,when we arrived, i thought, she don't feel sick again but i was wrong. she ask me to accompany her to get out frm the bus but i said that the driver will leave us if we don't be in here. but she said, we can take another bus to go to ipoh. what?? take another bus?? it will waste time and money babe. but she don't care at all and she want to get out frm the bus but she change her way and seat back. so i don't care about her bcs she talk with her friends and i talk with my friends....

in anticipation of we in ipoh, i feel so happy little bit bcs for me ipoh just like my town in kelantan. of course, hometown is the best rite?? hehehe so when the bus driver stop us in ipoh parade, i'm looking for my friend and what are suprising is she didn't there!! oh my god, where are the hell is that girl??? i keep my eye in all the girls which is wearing an oren shirt but i can't find her yet... so i decided to take a cab and find her in Medan Kid because we stop there awhile and i'm sure she there..


Medan Kid..

i looking for her anywhere... also at the toilet!! but she wasn't there.... where is she??? i was stand and looking about an hour until i quit!! i feel really teribble in there due to the fact that there are a lot of india guy and weirds people.. i want to cry... mummy, daddy help your daughter pleaz.... so at last, i take a bus back to uitm.............. i keep wondering, how my friends?? she even don't bring along her hndphne for easy to cntct.... what a worse day..........

uitm in a2110,

in my room, i tell my story to my roommates.... we all worried about her bcs she is shy and don't talk too much at people so that make me want to kick that girl!!
3.30, 4 pm..... now here she is... she safe and back with a stuff... she tell us a story frm begin and end.. she was looking 4 me in ipoh parade and i looking 4 her in Medan Kid.... so when we will meet with that????

ryn-the day b4 3 days...

hoorey......... holiday time.... waah, 3 day we break and i can get fully rest b4 i get start my new assignment nx.

thursday,
it was an assessment day 4 VRD project. the subject that i hate oo.. not hate it too much but since it have a lot and a lot of works to do, so it makes me hate about that. nevertheless when the assessment day comes appear, i feel so enjoy like it's going to be a graduation day.. at that day, we enjoy ourselves very much and play around. of course, we must do it due to the fact that b4 thursday, we let go our sleep time also our bath time just only 4 VRD and Encik Shahidan!! but its okey, after that, we got our time back.... look at the picture i post, enjoy and fun!!


friday,
oh again!! another project 4 DRW class... this class make me bored... i also not finish up the works.. in my brain, i had set something bad, which is want to copy and paste the drawing and draw it properly.. hehe.. shuuh don't let anyone know k?? in the morning, i feel so disheartening, due to the fact that i didn't finish it yet!! now the a lecturer will 'eat' me!!! in the class, i wait and wait to get the reward. 5 minutes, 15 minutes............25 minutes and then 1 hour!! he still not coming.. why?? no one know.. until our group leader call him and something shock happen!! LECTURER WILL NOT COMING BCS HE SICK!! hoooooooreeeeeeeeeyyyy.......... alhamdullilah.... hehehehehe...... now, i can go back to my room and sleep...!!

saturday???
itz holiday time.............

ryn-developing my speaking skill

Subsequent to the article, now I become conscious that I was dim person. I was feeble in all elements of English. On or after writing, reading, listening and now my shoddier is speaking. When I snoop on my friends speaking, I feel so depressing due to the fact that they are all daring to tell their view in English. Match up to me, just stay quiet and fright to voice out my point of view. I know I must change because people now are very, very luminous and I must bet them to be the superlative.

fathi-opps!!! i did it again!=')

I miss the time when I in secondary school..
Many memory that I got with my friends, and my teacher..
Miss them very much!!

Actually, I am not very good student..
I always make problems at school..hehe..
My friends also like me..
We like to play truant, disturb people and the others..
Even we like that, we didn’t ever rude to our teacher..
My teachers also know that we just naughty but not bad..
They always advise us to change but sometimes they also angry with us..
We know them angry because they care about us..
But, we actually just like to delight..=p

When I was in form one,
I was “kantoi” skipping school with twelve my friends..
It was very embarrassing we punished to stand in front of many students during assembly..
My discipline teacher also had call our parents to tell our parents about that..
After I came back to my house, my mother scolded me but my father just ask me why I do that (skipping school) and advice me..
He said “if you do it again, you better make sure you are not get caught!!!” hahaha..=p
I said sorry to my parents...

When I form three,……..Opps!!! I did it again! hehehe..
I skipped school again, and again..and..always..huhu..
I easier to influenced with my friends..
Because of that, I get a bad result in my PMR..

After that I realize that I must change..
I don’t just want blame my friends..
I was the one would should be blame..
So, I take it as my lesson..
Alhamdullilah, I manage to obtain good result in my SPM..(“,)..

rehe : away from sri iskandar

a one week holidays had just finished. time passed by so fast that i didn't really enjoyed my holidays. i didn't felt like it was a seven days holidays but instead it felt more like just being away from Sri Iskandar for a while and yet still have works to be done.

my mom often said : well that's what a student supposed to do. student's study.

yes that is absolutely correct. but hey we're normal human being too. we need a break once and a while.

and this mid term break was just not enough for me. with lots of assignments to be completed in a short time, i couldn't really feel the excitement of holidays.

maybe this is the beginning of the adult life which are full of responsibilities and less excitement. well there are excitements some times, but it's never gonna be the same like when you're 7 or 17.

my friends and i only met for short times and we didn't went out to anywhere like before. before this, we would be out all the time during the holidays and our holidays would be finely planned in order for us to have the best moments together.

however, this holiday we only hangout at each other's house and we only went out together once. but that was only my old friends and i. i couldn't get times for myself to hangout with my close friends as we were all busy with our assignments. somehow, my trip to zoo negara was quite a fun trip as it was a trip of 5 of us. we we're actually friends since we're 7 and still counting.!

all of us are grown up now, we are all in different paths but our childhood memories had brought us together.

eventhough it was fun to hangout with friends, but i was not really satisfied with how i spend my holidays. i was hoping to have more times to be spend with my family and friends as i don't meet them often now.

i hope the government or the UiTM's administration would consider giving the students more holidays.!

(:

ryn-the time of my life................................

I've been waiting for my dreams To turn into something I could believe in And looking for that Magic rainbow On the horizon I couldn't see it Until I let go Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn Now I'm coming alive Body and soul And feelin' my world start to turn And I'll taste every moment And live it out loud I know this is the time, This is the time To be more than a name Or a face in the crowd I know this is the time This is the time of my life Time of my life Holding onto things that vanished Into the air Left me in pieces But now I'm rising from the ashes Finding my wings And all that I needed Was there all along Within my reach As close as the beat of my heart So I'll taste every moment And live it out loud I know this is the time, This is the time to be More than a name Or a face in the crowd I know this is the time This is the time of my life Time of my life And I'm out on the edge of forever Ready to run I'm keeping my feet on the ground My arms open wide My face to the sun I'll taste every moment And live it out loud I know this is the time, This is the time to be More than a name Or a face in the crowd I know this is the time This is the time of my life Time of my life More than a name Or a face in the crowd I know This is the time This is the time of my life. This is the time of my life. the time of my life................ i like the songs even the singer.... david cook!! (even he don't know me) but thank to her bcz he sing this song look at the lyrics... it's so beautiful(for me) it was so amazing to me i say it bcz................................ it showing the feeling how some1 want to take changes of their life.... some1 that won't let the changes just go like that......... some1 that try and try to grab and be some1 in the days.......... and that i want to......... this song like my life..... how my life goes when i had given an opportunity.... i like this lyrics so much(but don't get crazy on it k)....... i try to learn frm this lyrics... and try............................................................

ryn-something...............some1...............somewhere..........

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
And so my road can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been

~when my dreams come true, i nvr realise that i had lost something that i loved~

ryn-aFTER learNing FreNCH witH PROFESSEUR aIRIL HAiMi....

well, what I'm going to say is.............

i don't even like french!!!
i like the look of their people plus with the way their spoke
BUT
i don't even think to try speaking in their way....

oh my god...
when i try speaking it with my class which is teaching by PROFESSEUR airil, i got my tongue into something that i can't explain...
but it make me can tell you,

IT WAS DIFFICULT BABE!!!!

so i realize that learning eng is more fun and best rather than FRENCH........

but frankly speaking it was fun that day....
it was just not me but also my classmates....

yaah, it was our first experience..
learning french....

so start frm that day,
i had set my mind to try and try never give up try
learning ENGLISH.........................

hidayah- After learning French with Professor Airil Haimi...

After learning French with Professor Airil Haimi, i feel tension that I had is gone just like that because on that day, all of us enjoyed with learn the new language. Moreover, on that day not work that had been given to us, not like the other day before. I can learn a little bit of French although i'm not so fluent with that language. I hope I can learn and studyEnglish language very well. Oh my God! I don't want to fail this paper.......... I'm not willing to face it. I'm really hope that I can get the excellent result in this paper. God willing.

After learning French with Professor Airil Haimi.......

After learning French with Professor Airil Haimi, I feel tension that I had is gone just like that because on that day, all of us enjoyed with learn the new language. Moreover, on that day not work that had been given to us, not like the other day before. I can learn a little bit of French although i'm not so fluent with that language. But i like that language. I hope I can learn and study English language very well. Oh my God! I don't want to fail this paper......... I'm not willing to face it. I'm really hope that I can get the excellent result in this paper. God willing...

FATHI-After Learn French With Teech Airil..

After learning French with Teech Airil,
I learn a lot of words in French at only one hour with him..
It very funny and I also feel delight when learn French..
We didn’t know how to speak in dialect French..
We all just followed what Teech Airil mention to ours..
When we learn to speak French, it heard funny to me but I try to speak it properly..

Actually, I didn’t know why Teech want us to learn Spanish..
But, after I learn it, I know Teech want to realize his students that it is not difficult to learn English because in only one hour, we all can learn a lot of words in Spanish..

Now, I conscious that I can be better in English..
Just, I must work hard to understand and learn English. .
Besides that, I must enjoy to learn English and not because I was forced myself to learn it.
It very delights to learn French with Teech Airil.
I enjoyed it!=p

fathi-my new life

Oh my god!!!
Life at university is really different than at my own house.
I just cannot be the same Fathi here.
I have to make up early in the morning.
I have to wash my own clothes by myself witout using washing machine!
I hate that!
Another thing is I have to walk to my class.
Thank god is not too far with my hostel.
Besides that,the learning system that used here is very different in my former school.
I also have a lot of assignment.
Sometimes,I didnj't have a time to wash my clothes and clean up my room.
However,I must try to be independant.
I hope I can do well here.
Wish me luck..!!!!

SYARINA : After learning french with professeur Airil

Hi!
today i'm very exited want go to bel120 class because i had finish all my assignment.Alhamdulillah today is better than yesterday....

teech said that class today we had learn about french language!i'm really really exited because before this i never ever thought about french language..french language is quite difficult for me....
but nothing is an impossible..i love language...in primary school i had learned arabic language but now in uitm i have learn french language..

In one an hour,i have learn more about french language. i'm very interesting with french language..the end of the class,i had know about french language although a little bit.i know that nothing is an impossible!after i learn,i must practise!that's the best way to improve myself.when we workhard,insyaAllah we success...what i got in bel120 class is,practice makes perfect!NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE IN OUU LIFE!

rehe : seniman in the making.?

rehe is an art student. but i'm actually more into photography. and i don't draw things superb. not even close to nice i guess. haha

frankly speaking, learning art is so much fun. it's what i wanted to do all my life. as part one students we actually have to learn everything. from basic drawings to history of art.

as an individual who doesn't have any basics in art and is not gifted with any drawings skills, this is a long hard way for me.

well even if you're actually a fashion designs student or a photography student, everyone have to learn the same thing. whether you know how to draw or not, you have to learn.

oh for the 3481 times, this is hard for me. kekekke

i have the most incredible classmates that have the most unbelievable talents. seriously people. oh especially the boys. aiyak.! the boys always get the best compliments from the lecturers and that is so making me jealous.! aiyak.!

but they are all great people.! my classmates are so good. well, i mean good. haha (oh i didn't mean it in any other way okay.! haha)

it was a great life experience for me. to have friends from different places and different backgrounds. they all have different talents and potentials. but they all just draw the best things i've ever saw.! amma.!

oh i just wish all of you the best. no matter what courses you guys are taking the next semester, i just wish you guys all the best. we only have few more months left before the final and swear to god i am so gonna miss you guys.! well this is just one month knowing you guys. but hey i don't have anybody else here other than you guys.! haha

viva la TD1K.!

(:

rehe : i am a student.

well it's holiday now.
but unfortunately i have tonnes of assignments to be done.

i have lots of plans with my friends here. we're always with plans. haha
but then i guess maturity is a big point here. i sacrifice my time to hangout with my friends to finish my assignments and somehow i thought well maybe i am matured. haha

putting first things first is not an easy thing. for me. as i always do things in my way and never care for what most important is. haha

oh but frankly i do want to hangout more with my friends.!
i miss those days when we can hangout anywhere anytime we want. sounds like a bunch of losers but hey i love that moment.! haha

honestly i am kinda jealous and pissed off a bit. haha. most of my friends don't really have assignments. and so their holidays are so called 'holidays' but mine..o yeah. so damn cool.!
i have more than i could ever imagine.!

again.and again. i have a superb fun and tiring vrd's project to be done.
i don't have enough sleeps even during the holidays.!

oh okay. this is what i want all my life. learning arts. and arts.
no comment. it's just a difficult way for me.

trying to be optimistic, oh i'm just loving it.
maybe the future would be better.! well it have to because i am so exhausted.!
haha

oh by the way people, enjoy your holiday as much as you can because we're all going back to sri iskandar in just a few more days.!

oh lord.! i am so don't want to back there.!
kekeke

(:

rehe : stupid cupid.?

since i got in university
cousins, friends
often asking :

do you meet any cute guys there?
are you in love with anyone there?

it's a cliche question
i guess.
it's a common question for our community.

well frankly speaking
there are cute guys and girls everywhere.
and yes there are a few
that in my point of view
are cute.

but that's it.
am i being passive or what.?
no

but yes
i do stalk cute guys
not all the time
sometimes.

it's kinda coy
but it's kinda cute too.
haha

it's normal
i guess.

but honestly
maybe i am not that ready
to have
well that someone
like you people

i am so busy with my new life
and i'm just loving this hectic, chaotic lifestyle
i don't think so i would have time
that i could give some
to that someone

oh but i do want to get married
someday
not now
i want to be a superb photographer
that can take pictures
writes,
dance
and laugh

i want to explore
every inch of my fate
just to make sure
i don't waste the time of my life

maybe the phase of my life
where i would be with that someone
will arrive
someday
well
patience is a virtue
true love is worth waiting for.?

this may not be a stupid cupid.?

(:


[this post is inspired by THE my friend's blogs.haha]

rehe : after learning French with Professeur Airil Haimi...

today we've learn quite a number of French words which i thought really interesting. its fun that sometimes we're given the chance to learn new things rather than just learn what's inside the book.

when i woke up today, i wasn't really in the mood to go to class as i was really exhausted and i'm worried about my vrd and drawings which i haven't finished yet. but then, as teech said, well i mean professeur said, we're learning French today, i was so excited. i love languages. eventhough i don't know many languages but it's fun to learn new languages and to be able to speak even with only two or three words.

well at the end of the class, i really really realized that nothing is impossible. i don't even know a single French words before this, but in less than one hour i've learnt a lot. i mean a lot. and somehow i realized that even if i can't draw well and my drawings were criticized badly by the lecturers, i could really improve it rather than just regretting why god didn't give me that 'given' superb drawing skills.

today's class really thought me that nothing is impossible. it's just the matter of whether you want it or not.

i'm kind of afraid if i couldn't pass my final exam as examination in university is way different from schools. it's all depends on the lecturer. i guess. if we didn't impress the lecturer, we may failed the paper.

i admit i am not being an aggressive student during the classes. i guess so. i would say i prefer observing what's happening in the class. but i know i have to change. i hope i could be more aggressive and contribute more in the next classes.

so i may say : i want an A++ for my final exam professeur.!

(:

rehe : friend is kawan

friends play an important role in everyone's life.
and so mine.!

i loves all my friends.
we're just so close and we're like one big family.!
we eat together, we laugh together, we cry together, we hangout together
we're so better together.!

being apart from each other was a huge challenge
for me
and them as well
we've been friends since we're 13
and still counting

it's great to have friends
that are called friends

now that all of us are grown up
and we're moving on different directions
i hope we would still be friends forever
i love you guys
and thanks for the memories we had together.!

(:

ryN-romantic night....

oh what a title... :0

today, actually i had a fever n continuously flu in my nose.. damn it!! hate that very, very much oo....
so today i don't have the mood to be happy with other persons and today is quite busy to me... with the classes, drawings that must be completed by Thursday and curriculum in the evening with the HOT temperature make me want to kick somebody ass!!!

HOWEVER........

by the night my mood extremely change!!
due to the fact that i had meet with somebody..
somebody i like to look at his face again and again without bored...
somebody that give me inspiration to study..
somebody that make me scream when i saw him...
somebody that i adored since I'm here...

want to know who??
don't need to......!!!!

SECRET!!

when i meet with him, i suddenly become like kids.. a kids which is happy when been given a ice-cream... so sweet and delicious... that what i feel just now...... oooo that guy give me new inspiration to draw tonight, that guy also give me a motivation to continuous works (by just looking at his face, i can get all of that.. funny right??).


so....................... what a romantic night to me b'cs i meet my guy for a long time, nevertheless i couldn't have a changes to talk with him.. but trust me, i will get the changes..... one fine day,ryn... wait.....

rehe : night market - malaysian style

oh every tuesday i am going to be very very exhausted.
eventhough i only have maximum 2 classes in one day, but usually every tuesday i would be struggling with myself to finish all my drawings and complete my projects. plus, every tuesday i will have to attend the curriculum meeting which is tiring.

however, today is the funniest tuesday i ever experience despite of my so very little energy in my body. haha.

after attending the junior's meeting at my faculty, my friend, ms. w, and i decided to go to the night market or better known as 'pasar malam'. well actually i was the one who asked her to accompany me to the 'pasar malam'.

at first everything was just fine and normal, i could say. haha. but then, ms. w met this senior that she adored so much and suddenly she started to whisper :

'abg x..abg x..'

in a very weird pronunciations and swear to god she looks like a psycho at that moment. but the joker psycho. haha. aiyak.!

oh by the way, babe if you're reading this, this is just for fun okay. please don't take it seriously because you are such a superb joker okay.! amma.!

oh abg x.!

(:

SYARINA: AFTER 'THE ENGLISH COUNSELLING SESSION' WITH tEECH AIRIL

After the English Counselling session with Teech Airil............................................................................


i knOw what's my english prOblem.Some of mY friend also have a same enlish prOblem with me.I have new spirit tO imprOve my english.So.i made a desicion to work hard and i must repair all my prOblem before final exam.I know my english prOblem but i don't knOw what i must do.I very weak in writing angd speaking.So,to imprOve my english,everydaY,i made a grammar exercise everyday,read english news paper and find the word taht i dOn't knOw the meaning.In additiOn,i also speaking english with my friend although something is wRong.Beside that,i try my best to make i'm very confident with what i doing.In addition,i want extra marks frOm teech..hehehehe.In my presentation,i try to ask my friend about my presentation but i'm stilll failed.....

English

is

a
important

language

in life

So,
i must improve my english very well and insya-Allah i can speaking and writing very well.

ryN-after the Caunselling session with Teech Airil....

hum... what can i conclude frm that day????...........

1st at all, i,m very shocked that day b'cs i not expected that teech will do counsellings with us but frankly speaking, i really enjoy it....

why???

it is b'cs...............

in that day, which is i can't remember what the day it was, teech has openly talk to us about what are our problems... he really nice rite??? (",) teech also allowed us to speak in Malay "version".. waah surprising b'cs in his class MALAY IS NOT ALLOWED TO BE IN..... so the girls strt to speak out about the problems... many & many more....... but the most biggest one is WRITING & GRAMMAR problems...... yea it's rite my worse problem also WRITING+GRAMMAR... so teech have give us a tips to solve our problem....


at the end................

after the session, i set in my mind to get out of a old leaves and start a new life to be a GELL by the end of semester... but to be like that i must take out the viruses out of my mind.. the viruses is LAZY & DO A LAST MINUTES JOB!!! In addition i also must work hard to improve my grammar so that i can do well in writing.... right now i also must learn how to control time. b
'cs for my drawing subject, i have a lot of drawings to settle..... oh my god!!!....
by now i had started read a counsellings book where is in ENGLISH, to improve my reading and speaking problem...

then by end of the semester, i can be a GELL... INSYALLAH....

TQ TEECH!!~

Hidayah- After the English'counselling'session with Teech Airil......

After the English'Counseling' session with teech Airil, i feel more exuberant to learn English and improve that i will get a better marks in the exam. Sometimes, i feel jealous with the other friends that can speak English very well. But I don't know how to be like them...However i still will try my best to improve that i'm also can speak like them,INSYALLAH...I'm very afraid if i fail this paper.Oh...NO!!!I don't be able to face it.I want to get the excellent results.I will try my best...

fathi:after the English 'counselling' session with Teech Airil...

After the counselling session,
i more realise that i must do something to myself to improve my English...
i know that i very weak in my english expecially my grammar and i also difficult to understsnding the English...

Actually, i very jeolous when other my classmate can speak well in English...
but, now i also want to try how to prove my speaking by always try to speak in English with my freinds...even........
i know my grammar is everywhere...hehehe...
but i just ignore it and i try to learn how to make my speaking good with a right grammar...
before the counselling, i very shy to speak in English because i dont want my friends laughing at me...but after the counselling i know not everyone in this world is perfect...
have also my freinds same like me that not very good in English...

After the counselling,
i also conscious that i must throw all my nagative attitude and i must be a person who are confident and brave...
it is because, after this i must get ready with my persentation and i hope i will brave and confident while present a persentation...

So,i hope i cani will get a good pointer in subject BELL120...
insyaallah!

rehe : after the English 'counselling' session with Teech Airil

that day, well i can't remember what day was it, but yeah, that day all of us were given some kind of called 'counselling' i guess, from teech.

i was a bit blank at that moment since i was so hungry at that time. frankly speaking, i didn't paid much attention at that moment. i was so hungry and there's like a superb great music came out from my stomach. plus i was so nervous and worried about my drawings. i got like 24 drawings to be finished by thursday. and i didn't started a thing yet.!

it's not that i take my bel class for granted or what but it's just that i was bumped with loads of works at one time. kinda shocked. haha. honestly i like lots of works, doing things at the last minutes, pressures, everything. i would say i work best with pressures and during the last minutes. haha.

oh and back to what i was supposed to write, i guess. haha
well honestly i would say i agreed with what teech said about the typical malay people.
i am not saying that i am not a malay or what. but yes malays are always like what you said. not also saying that i am a different kind of malays that are so much better than the typical malays or what. but somehow, i'm just trying to be that different kind of malay. for good.

malay is just a word that represent a race. i guess. but it doesn't have to be added with things like ; malay is always like..bla bla bla.
frankly speaking, malays nowdays should really change their perspective over the world. we are the majorities. well in malaysia. we shouldn't be afraid to explore the world. like what teech said, we shoudn't be afraid or ashamed of what we did or said. like if we talk with the wrong grammar. haha for you to be shame of that. we're all learners. we are learners all our life. to me it's okay to laugh or laughing at others. and yes don't take that seriously. oh be more open people.

basically, after that 'counselling' session with teech i learned that it's really okay to fell embarassed at certain time. especially during our learning time. that is just the process, the phase, each and every one of us have to go through before we would be standing still on top like batman. (:

and last but not least, thank you teech for the 'counselling' session, especially for the typical malay part. loving it.!
(: